Word, yo. This is Lenny's journal. Home of malfeasance and tomfoolery. This is the place to say "Yo, Lenny. Add me!"

Say that and I will add you. lol.

That's just a sample of how I am. I am unique and weird, but a good weird in my opinion. I try and be fun/funny with a big dose of bi-polar thrown in for good nature.

I talk about some personal stuff here and I expect maturity.

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My Mindset: cheerful

(If you dont get this blog or title... Let me explain. I still have my former best friend's blog subscribed... Why? I dont know...Anyway, He just posted this...)

good guys finish last.

My pholosophy on life has always been why bother with the "good guy" bullshit when the "bad boys" always win. You never have to worry about people getting shit over on you 'cause well, you're always too fast for 'em and always one step ahead. I mean c'mon we know the game better than anyone else and the laymen will always trip over their own mistakes and fall flat on their faces. Word to the wise, don't try and join into the world of false hope and empty promises, just stay bad and kick the worlds ass before it kicks yours! Believe me playing the goodguy roll only makes you a sucker!

Honestly, does anyone really believe this besides a 31-year old man struggling to keep himself feeling young and cool despite the fact it's clear he's older than the people he hangs out with??

My old saying is... You can fuck the world, but eventually, the world's gonna fuck you back... and right up the ass no less.

It's become clear to me by reading the teachings of Buddha and through 24 years of life experiences that attitudes like Jamie's are not only very anti-social (in his case, it's social adaptation or conforming to an "anti-conformist nature") but also just plain wrong...

For my sins with Carrie, I paid my relationship karma back with Nikki, Jamie and finally... Carly's shit. And being grounded to reality with a venture into Plenty of Fish as a South Florida resident finding little to no success... Nonetheless, karma always pays you back. There is such a "force"... Some claim it's god, jesus or allah... But the universe always corrects it's wrongs. See OJ Simpson for that matter... They might sentence the guy to death for robbery! LOL

So the point Jamie attempted to make was extremely invalid. It may come in the form of the cops telling you not to skateboard in x location. It may come with a loss of girlfriend or even your baby's momma collecting child support on you.

The point I am trying to make is... Good guys may finish last... But at least we'll finish the race called life knowing our karma is solid and we shall be rewarded either in this lifetime,  future lifetimes or maybe even both... It's about consistency, stupid. Acting this way is only allowing the corrupted nature of our capitalist system to influence not only your life, but the way you treat others...

Some rebel? Sounds conformist to me... Be nice. Piss an angry person off. It's alot more satisfying to irritate a hateful person with a smile or a firm handshake, then conforming to their and society's angry and bitter ways...

Sorry if this blog was a little out there... But I havent done a thinking blog in ages.

Also, I am sorting through old clothes! I wasted a ton of space. GAH!

One love!

Location: Room... where else?
My Mindset: accomplished
Noise: Murderdolls - Let's Fuck

Seems I am not defecting to Florida... I am going to Iowa instead to live with a friend. It's a college town... :)

Seems fun! lol

I guess this is my last post for awhile... I may log on, but not often... Maybe once a week... But nothing more. I have to move to Florida and I am not sure if Linda has adequate internet access. So I'll probably have to run to the Library weekly to check things...

If you want to keep in touch, then find me on Myspace or even keep commenting on this here. Good luck to everyone...

In a month, I'll need a roommate. So if anyone thinks Florida is a cool place to live, feel free to come down. I'll be happy to let you stay.

Lenny.

Location: Here.
My Mindset: disappointed
Noise: Alice Deejay - Better off Alone

I'm a liar.

I guess I'll try to post when I remember... shit.

Shinedown's Save me.

I am seeing that Wal-Mart more and more doesnt have any future plans with me besides as a 1-11... So like it or not, I am probably going to have to leave Wally World and go to Lowe's or Gamestop (which is opening soon nearby). I like my friends at work (David, Chris, Randy and numerous other friendly people I talk to) but I cant take it anymore. I am stuck in a dead-end job for a bunch of people (not CSMs, I get along with them... most of the time. ) who dont appreciate a damn thing I do there. It bothers me to no end.

Anyway, peeps. Enough of that.

Just had my 2nd anniversary with the Carrie. Bought her some Red Carnations (hates Roses), so she got that and liked it.

Word Life.

Anyway, holler if you hear me.

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My Mindset: contemplative
Noise: Weezer's Buddy Holly

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Well, sorry but I guess I get what I give... Hope everyone has a good week.

My Mindset: cranky

Two Months of Paid LJ. Good, but I have burned a week with nothing.

Go figure.

I dont have anything to say. It sucks royally, yes... But what else can I do?

Waste our hard-earned money NOT using this paid LJ?

*Shrugs*

My Mindset: restless

If you are Christian, avoid this post... I rant, therefore I am.

( Why I can never accept the word of a preacher )

My Mindset: Fuckin Baptists!
Noise: Twisted - Mobb Deep

I dont know what to say and frankly, dont care enough to say something meaningful.

Along with Carrie, I am melting-down emotionally. I hate that. It's gotten so bad I have put thought into going back on my meds.

I told Carrie the big one Jackie and most of whom have talked to me knew already, I was dissatisfied in some areas of our relationship. I also told her that I no longer foresaw us getting married. I love her and there are times I feel excellent around her, then there are those "blah" or bored moments.

This was a sledgehammer shot to her Humvee that she thought was our relationship. Only time it's been perfect was in Asheville, with both of our freedoms.

Work sucks and has only made my emotional troubles worse. I am sick of tending to an entire parking lot alone and AMs and CSMs dont give a shit about it. Bales suck. They refuse to pull out new Walkies for their own motherfucking customers when they need a damn 1-11. My co-workers either are really lazy/no show or are "sick" or are worse hermits than I am if that's possible but he's got the personality of Stonehenge. Drives me nukkin futs!

My Mindset: cranky

The reason why I really don't go onto Livejournal much anymore... No one besides Carrie, Corrie, you and a few others give a shit so it seems...

Frankly the good people on LJ keep me here... Not anything else... And Disgustipated... And Serene_petals because I like Emma and Carrie's a co-mod there... lol

I do have friends I give passes to because they haven't rubbed me the wrong way or I know their lives well enough to... Ok, so enough pleasantries... Onto the cut list, hate it or love it... Here's me posting on you...

Cuntnazi: She was some random person I added in hopes my comments would go up, She makes really bad posts and then some ok posts and never comments. Have a great life, toots.

Blu_velvet_ and Softlywhispered are going soon also... I first thought them on my LJ was cute until their posts sucked and I wasn't interested in most of them. The men saying "oh, baby... Nice tits"... "Hey, baby... Lemme have that kitty" gets VERY annoying. I hate how fucking stereotypical most men are. What they are: Basically very similar to that "nudie journal" of Corrie's.

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That's my cut list. Snikkers21 and Kyos_the_Schmex are next to go if they keep reading and saying nothing... It's very annoying to me to have lurkers on my list who don't say anything, if either of you want to go... Leave me a comment or delete me and I will eventually do the same...

Frankly the good people on LJ keep me here... Not anything else... And Disgustipated... And Serene_petals because I like Emma and Carrie's a co-mod there... lol

Besides that, I am your ordinary loser who doesn't know his future. That's all.

My Mindset: cynical

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15. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?
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My Mindset: ditzy

( See... There are some good Pastors left in this world )

My Mindset: chipper

Everyone ask me 3 questions.

I don't care how intrusive or personal they are, I will answer truthfully!

Repost this! It's amazing what people are wondering about you...

My Mindset: lethargic
Noise: *The TV*

Only reading my friends entries. Have nothing much to say as usual.

I know, it sucks.

I have 11 people who haven't added me back. I will be posting on Totallydumbazz to let them know soon enough...

My Mindset: apathetic

( Ranting about Myspace crap no one cares about )

In other news, I am not going to Florida in 2 weeks. The cheap fares I had found expired and they were per person. Dad wanted to pay for some of it, but I do not have the money whatsoever.

Still have to ask mom to send some info on the resort to Carrie and I. Anyway, check you guys later.

My Mindset: blah

Nothing to say... Typical.

Talk soon.

My Mindset: curious

I hate these kinds of nights. No one is on that I want to chat with and I should be in bed.

Also, Wal-Mart looks to be a bust. *shakes head* There are SO many people more qualified than me applying there... Jesus, Am I the only person besides Carrie that doesn't find that fucked up... Probably some, but still... To hell with them.

The 25th must come sooner. I am quickly growing tired of being lazy all day.

Meh, If I am going to be a co-mod... Better start some damn promoting even before it's official.

My Mindset: chipper
Noise: "Falling away from me" - Korn

Why can't guys around here like me?
Why do only my ONLINE guy friends like me?

Don't be depressed, I had to take a risk and move to find love. You may have to do the same, but it's better to find someone who likes you for you instead of someone who only wants ass or something... You may hate moving and dropping all of your life, but feeling loved by a person is a feeling I'd pay 200 dollars and spend another 24 hours on a Greyhound bus for... But that's me.

Some of my best advice yet...

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I am excited to meet Jackie and Deuce. That will be fun. Jackie and I have been friends for the longest time and I think finally meeting with her will be fun especially if she's as wild as she is online...

Deuce is another slightly nutty friend I have picked up on LJ and Myspace. Deuce and I dont go as far back as Jackie and I do, but I figured that she needed a vacation from reading her recent blogs on Myspace. Deuce is also named Lenny, I felt weird using my name so I started calling her Deuce and it stuck.

Besides disgustipated, I fuckin' hate ratings communities. Let that be known.

I have really felt the itch to invade "smartlypretty". lol. I won't though, Carrie.

Nothing muy importante to report. Just the SOS.

May get job tomorrow, but I am not holding my breath. Peas.

( Rest in Peace Rockette )

If you need me for something, I won't answer AIM or Yahoo. Too busy blaming myself.

My Mindset: sad
Noise: Eminem - Business

Well, I may be getting around 110 dollars in the mail this week.

WHOOOPIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!

Oh, and the Marlins PWNED the Red Sox. Laterz.

My Mindset: silly